Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Revival

Decided to blog again.

Why? For no apparent reason... or should I say, finally found the drive to blog again?

Anyway, Uni studies... on hold for a year. Ish working now, and work... kinda sucks, although being paid is a good thing. $$$!

It sucks when the reality hits hard and you finally realize how much you had been screwing up and landing yourself in an unfavorable situation. [Dang]

Shouldn't had procrastinate so much lah... -_-

I hate myself.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Blow-ups

My Laptop is down.

My mum stole my Ps2 Memory Card.

My assignments are due real soon.

Can I shout?

Why does parents these days tend to morph themselves into control freak?
Hello? Just because I was playing games with my Ps2 when you're 'visiting' my room doesn't mean I'm addicted to gaming!
Okay I admit I'd histories of turning myself into a game addict.
Reason enough for you to exert controls over me? F*** it.
You're robbing me off one of my daily doses of small fun.
What's next? Clamping down my car because afraid that I'm gonna speed like nobody business and prone to bang into someone's car? F***in Bollocks!

Silly laptop of mine... could you please be less prone to overheat and kill the graphic compartment?
Or is there a need of putting you into the freezer to maintain the heat level?
Goddamnit!

Speaking of which... The recent P1 Wimax's Advertisement is kinda shitty...
Wonder how did the copywriter comes up with such a daring yet inappropriate tagline...
Which it's quite obvious that not only did it turn out not quite right, while succeeded in being somewhat amusing and more often or not, irritating at most.
There's a comparison of it against the tagline used by Astro in it's Advertisement Campaign of promoting it's Astro On Demand Premium Channel.

It's a showdown:
Astro's [Seen it Already!] vs P1-Wimax's [Cut Already?]

My Verdict:
[Seen it Already!] : A brilliant advert... The "Video Pirate" suprised face was gold. Gotta love how the masses responded him... and it's also give a good whack on the video pirates out there. XD XD XD
[Diamond in the masses of Charcoal]

[Cut Already?] : Quite an amusing one... albeit also being quite inappropriate. Rumor has it that there's quite a number of complains filed against it... Well, I'm not surprised... considering it's not-so-subtle way of giving out wrong impression to the masses. Cut what? Get what I mean?
[Rotten Apple within the Apple Basket]

That's what I've got to say. Let's hope this P1-Wimax taglines is not done those copywriters that I personally known...

Time to catch some snoozes, srsly.

Revival

So much for leaving the blog dead...
Traffic down to a new low.
Well... it was never high anyway. XD

Finally decided to blog again. Let's hope my passion won't die out on me this time.
Btw... I could cultivate this into my favorite past time... eh?
\(~.~)/

More renovation coming up...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Universe, Human, Complexity

'How big is the Universe in actual?'
Somehow this question have been spinning in my mind for years.
Looking on what human are capable of for now,
maybe the question could remain as a mystery for my entire life, or beyond it.

Nonetheless, what surprises me more is the complexity of human mind, and with it, all the emotions it brings along, together with personal perceptions, thoughts, secrets, ideas and realizations.
Someone once said that if a human mind and all kinds of thoughts it bears were to be revealed out, the secret within could shock many to their feet.
Now how complex is that?

We, Humans, seem to be capable of all things,
but also seem to be capable of none,
somehow the irony in it makes us look both important and unimportant,
so what are we all, really?

Another moment of amazement falls on the way human percepts and communicates.
It never cease to amaze me how far miscommunication can go between people,
and how weak can the line that link us is,
and how pathetic one can be at times.

Are we all really that different?
Is there nothing we shared in common can overcome what we don't?
Who's God is better, does that even matters?
Maybe, only God knows.

We human are indeed complex, at times beyond our own comprehension,
but sometimes the simplicity in ourselves shows out loud, and the irony of it,
while some laugh and jeer at it, chattering about the idiocy,
others look upon it, clearly given up.

What in the world are we thinking about, really?

Monday, June 29, 2009

The Utter Uneasiness

Seems like these days I have a tendency to blow up fast.
Doesn't really know why but maybe I'm lacking calcium intake nowadays.

Things have been quite hectic lately...
But still there's time for leisure.

Been spending quite a lot since holidays started.
There goes all my savings... NOOOZ! I IS POOR NOWZ!

The final book of the Dark Templar Saga is coming out.
A copy of it is a must for me... else everything before is a waste!

Somehow I wonder why am I even blogging right now.
Maybe I'm just wanna vent my frustration here.

CIAOZ!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Fall & Rise


Failure.

Some sees it as the undesirable,
Some even try hard to avoid,
but is it really that bad,
to fail once in a while?

Failure means the end?
Why it's the end?
Is there no tomorrow?
Is there no future?

Failure means no end,
if it's seen positively,
it is a stop,
and a new start.

Learn how failure comes,
know one's own weakness,
and with renew strength,
One would rise again.

Human learns from failure,
however undesirable it is,
avoiding it is impossible,
and since it's unavoidable
only by facing it,
only by understanding it,
only by acknowledging it,
can it be overcome.

Failure only matters little.
Success can mean everything.
So rise up high,
and march forward gallantly.

Arise.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Compose, Decompose, Recompose.

Someone compose a message and send it forward.
Someone else recieved the message, and start to decompose it within the brain.
Now the message is being recompose within the brain.
What will be the end result?

Message Transmitting Process.
Supposedly how it was done.
Perception will always comes in,
What being said is not what being read.

Miscommunication happens. Shyt happens.
Words ragingly exchanged, blood violently shed.
Simple jokes and gesture,
becomes the cause of doom.

Why so serious?

Monday, June 15, 2009

Wonders of Mindscape

"Swiftly Moving as Wind, Gracefully Silent as Forest, Fiercely Invading as Fire, Steadily Stood as Mountain"

"In knowing the enemy and yourself beforehand, you shall have victory steadily in your grasp."

-The Art of War-


That's a self-understanding and translation on the famous word on Sun Tzu's Art of War.
The wisdom of Sun Tzu is somewhat beyond my scope.
Such methods are still largely applicable on today's world, in almost every aspect of our life.

Swift, Graceful, Fierce, Steady.
All are the essential quality of being successful.

Act swiftly, and chance shall not be missed,
Act gracefully, and you shall not be humiliated;
With fierce determination, you shall not lose faith,
With steady composure, you shall not avoid truth.

By knowing your enemy beforehand, you'll know their weakness.
By knowing yourself beforehand, you'll know your own weakness;
For you, yourself, are your own greatest enemy ever,
For when all is known, victory is yours forever.

~Sounds a lil bit poetic tonight~

June 19th marks the last day of Taylor's CMM first semester.
How fast time goes by is beyond me.
Utter amazement.

Don't really care about the time.

-V-

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Die Die Die

Someone please kill me now.

And pls dun burn my assignments for me.

I dun wanna bring em with me.

I has Hatred...

Aaarrrggghhh!!!

I hate assignments.

I hate Deadlines.

I hate em.

Gonna go crazy real soon...

Oh Goodness...

Monday, June 8, 2009

Renewal

I'm going to resurrect this blog.

Change coming soon.

Blog slated reopening - July 4th.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Pyramid Parade

Was in Sunway Pyramid again.

Had lost count on how many times I'd been there.

Probably like the 365th time. LOL.

Still it was fun.

Coz none of them are of the same.

The better ones? Going there with friends.

And this time, a birthday party was thrown.

And being there were Justin, Jonathan, AlexPhang, Kah Loon, Me, Celia, Kimberly, HooiLi, Bubbles, Lynn & JoLing.

Once again, Happy birthday, HooiLi & Bubbles!

Here is an interesting picture taken while the guys are waiting for the girls.



[The Live Mannequin Show! =P]

Ahaha!


Suicidal

Midterm results came out.

I'm so going to kill myself.

What in earth am I thinking?

Friday, September 5, 2008

Wonders

I'm supposed to be studying now.

And here I am, bloggin.

Huh.

Half an hour more for my OB test.

Two and a half hour more for my BM test.

Wahahahahahahaha...

[Further updates... coming soon]

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Humans... Malaysians...

I've been always observing how human think, act and response to consequences. The outcomes never ceased to intrigue me. How human perceptions work is, sometime, beyond my imaginations. The world now is in the state of "calm chaos", with chaos infecting the seemlingly calm world, threathening to spread out when order are not properly enforced.

Humans are a kind of life form that are supposedly 'sentient', yet sometimes some situation forced us to rethink about such statement. Let's take an example: Some humans, out of their own selfishness ,ignorance and reasons such as 'we don't have enough time to care for them', abandon their parents in a place called "old folks home", disregard the fact that their parents had sacrifice their own pleasure to care for them. Even crows, a supposedly less-sentient bird-type life form, know about caring their parents more than we human do.

Some human can be really selfish until they disregard anything beside their interest. Some, consumed by greed towards money and power, will do anything to achieve their goals. Some giant coporate ignore their social responsibility, polluting the environment while only craving for more and more profits. Some coporates in the fisrt world nation are actually being caught red-handed on discarding harmful waste to some of the third world country, without regarding the fate of the people in the country that would be harmed by the hazardous toxic waste.

Different perspectives of human aren't something to be afraid of. What should be afraid of are that some human forcefully try to brainwash other with their own perspective while rejecting other's perspectives. Such human have a certain ego that makes them think that only their views and values are the only right ones. Such moves have, and had, cause countless battles across the millennium, wars that are waged only because on one could not tolerate the view of the others.

Relatively, there are some recent event that intrigue me most, and one of them was the condemnation of the forum by the Bar Council on the issue of Islam. The Bar Council had hosted these forum to properly discuss about these issue, but some of the muslim, wrongly percieving these forums as talk to threaten Islam, and therefore decided to go against it. Nothing is wrong with opposing, but the way they acted on opposing the thought of others are more likely to be considered savage, as they rush in to the venue and rudely interrupt the forum, threatening those in the forum, acting like as if they would not tolerate anyone that voice differently. However, there are more shocking acts that came from the police and our nation's leaders. The former, who are suppose to maintain the peace, did not do so, instead allowing the opposers to gain entrance to the venue, even go as far as guiding the opposers to the hall of the forum, allowing them to rudely interrupt the forum. The latter gave statement that are disheartening, stating that none should openly discuss about these supposedly 'sensitive' issues, as if the citizens should not openly discuss about these matters. It seems that the leaders are unaware of the fact that these issues are openly discussed and sometimes debated at our local kopitiam and mamak stores. How ironic it can be?

Another one would be the attempted banning and condemnation of Avril Lavigne. As for those who aren't aware of, one of Avril's tour concert is scheduled at Malaysia, 29th of August in Stadium Merdeka. The condemnation came from the PAS youth party, stating that Avril's style and genres of songs are not suitable for the people of Malaysia, as it is 'corruptive'. - [Such statement is an heavy insult to the Canadian songstress who came from a devout baptist family, whom she herself had always shun bad influences such as drugs or multiplay. Her husband, Deryck Whibley of the Rock Band Sum 41, had previously been warned that if he wants to be with her, he must ceased his habit of taking drugs (rockers are popularly believed to use drugs, which in turn might be a truth).] Annoyingly, some minister that are in charge of overseeing the concerts held in Malaysia, turn to believing in all these misleading accuses, and attempted to ban Avril from holding concert in Malaysia, adding in some reasons, saying that it is not appropriate for such concerts to be held prior to the independence day of Malaysia (31st of August). [Subsequently, the ban is removed and the concert will go on as scheduled.]

Ironically, these are the acts of some in a country that is supposedly 'democratic'. What kind of democratic it is if people could not even voice out their oppinions and decisions? Such suppressive act are the proof that some Malaysian's mind aren't keeping up with the development of the world. They are confined, still believe in the old methods, never learn to grow and adapt, instead shunning off all the new things as "unethical", "corruptive" and "incompatible".

The world are continuously growing. Humans that could not catch up, would be left behind and leave to fend for themselves. The world has evolved into another type of "survival of the fittest", where those who are keen to learn and adapt would survive, while those who doesnt would slowly meet their demise. It's name is globalization, and it is the new game of "survival of the fittest", and looking at how Malaysians is currently doing and thinking, hope is not high that most of them will pass the test of survival.

Time to wake up, Malaysians.

Monday, August 18, 2008

The LoL CatZ

My mind is so full of thoughts now.

I don't really wanna talk much.

So today I'll rely on the lol-cats.


There are a lot of things bugging my mind now.



Getting myself occupied by always volunteering myself...

Seems like a bad idea now.




It disturbs me to think that I might fail.

And I hate failings.



All these bug me so much until...

I couldn't smile properly.

Ishk.



Thx to lol cats.

They ease my nerves.

And bring me happiness.



Are you missing lolcats in your life?

Check them out.

LoLCatZ

[Credits to lol-cats]

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Refreshment


It's been a while since the last post.

So many events happened since then.

Yet I'm still unable to give a throughout coverage.

Why? Because I lacked the materials and time.

Games are boring, outings are fun.

Games saves money and sometimes, the vitality, but drains mind.

Outings is expensive, tiring, exhausting, yet really fun.

The people that I've been hanging out with is just plain awesome.

Really love you all. You people rock my life. =D

Anyway, changed the header out of boredom.

Slight changes made to give some new look.

Refreshment. Ahhh. =D

[I've been missing the Melaka Cendol for months. *drools*]

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Thoughts



Imma have something else to say now.

So imma decided to write another post.

Congrats to Zubair, Mei, Jowee, Mel Hsu, Qikit, Mini, Ali R. , Wing Hang, Kelvin, May!

You all made it into the CIMP Student Council!

To those who didnt make it, don't be upset.

At least you people got the guts to do so.

As for me...

Imma wanna run for it, but super-duper low on time reserves. [T_T]

4 Subjects + Various other activities out of college = Time-less...

[Advice: Don't spite when you're suppose to promote yourself. Doing that makes one look like an brainless idiot. Zich! \[-_-]/ ]

Anyways.

OB class is fun.

And my classmate is even funnier.

We just can't stop laughing.

Never a period u saw us not laughing [cept for test].

[ROFLMAO]

Poor Ms. Janie.

Life is Good.

Imma... feels... like... saying... something...


Urgh.

My mind is still not fixed straight yet.

It still tend to wander off my head. =X

Wth.

Imma bored. Bored. BORED!

Anyway, of lately, things seems to progress quite smoothly... I think.

Classes are okay, English and IB is boring... Families is interesting... OB is way too funny now... thx to Yasser and Co. ... XD

Social life is... getting more intense. I probably had spent too much this month. Ouch.

Over-budgeted for this month. o_o

Well, like I care though. Money's no big deal.

I had more fun hanging out with friends than playing games at home now.

And I think, this is the reason that makes me wanna stay at college long after class, refusing to go back earlier. -_-

Wth.

Oh well it seems like I'm juz ranting nonsenses down here...

Off I go...

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Inner-Mind



I've always wondered...

What do our existence mean...

in a universe this vast?


What's our destiny...

what's our fate...

what's our future?


Who am I...

in this vast universe...

and what will be... mankind's destiny...

[ Picture courtesy of http://www.bergoiata.org ]